"Ourfleshbodyneedscoordinationofnerves，bonesaokeepitsphysicalequilibrium．Soitiswiththemind．Itheiionandmutualrestraintofquiteafewelementstoealequilibriumorstability．Iwon’tgoiailonthepsychologicaspect，sincewearenotwritingathesis．Let’sputitthisway：Whenbirdsfly，theyhwingstokeeptheirequilibrium．Ifonewingishurt，theirflightwouldbeelopsided．Ifyourmindishurt，yourbehaviorandas，too，wouldbeeabnormal．So，iofitoyourproblemanddisenta,youmustadveothedepthofyourmindandsoul.”Romilistenedreflectively．
"Analysisofthemindotbeseparatedfromthatofthebody．Whenthemindisdisturbed，theinorcausealwaysbefoundinthebody．Idohere’sanythingwrongwithyouphysically,butatsometimeorother,thebodymusthavebeenexposedtosomeevent,experienceorcircumstaitcameintoflictwithorcouldn’taccept．Thatwouldreflethemindasmentalinstabilityorabnormality．Whendidthatghostbegintohauntyou,Romi?"
"Soohirdmarriage.”
"youtrytoanalyzewhatthatghostrepresents?"Romiuoodhispointandwaslostinthought．
I，thedishwasherwaswnoisily，thewasherintheundryroomwasingonandthevacuumerwasbeingrechargedintheerofthelivingroom．Outsidethewindow,thestormhadabatedsomewhat,buttheraintiopourdown．Thiswasthefifthsecutiveyearhtareesandflowersparchedwiththirstforwater，liftedtheirarmsinexuberahismueededarfromheaven．Theyneededraintoliveandgrowjustastheindoorapplianeededelectricitytowork．Romiyquietlyonthecoutheden,handscspedbehindherhead，deepinptionarospe.Dimitrirawledonanothersofa,gratutinghimselfinself-satisfathathehadledRomiontothewaytohealthyselfanalysis．Herbeautifullyformedfullbreasts,halfcealedbyherrevealingbathrobe，tauntedhimaanuntrolblesurgeofprimitivedesireandlustrisingagainlikeabulkinghorsestrugglingtobeunleashed．Hepulledtightattheinvisiblementalreinuntilitgraduallycalmeddown，thoughstiltriflerestless．Dimitrihadfullfidenhisselftrol,forhismindandhisbodyhadworkedtogetherintimatelyforsolongthathewasasfamiliarwithitasifitwerehislifelongspouse．Heknewhecouldalwayskeepitiraintandgetoutofbounds．
Dimitricouldtrolhisbody，butnothisimagination．HewasonceagainMr．Finger,lyingcozilyamidRomi’slusciousbrownhair,likeginselinginthedeeprecessesofthemountains,partakingoftheessehesunandmoon,inhalingitsfreshfragrance，feelingitwasoneoflife’sgreatestenjoyments．Thenheclimbeddownviaherearontoherface．Hewouldhavelikedtokisshersweetmouth，butitwastoobigforhimanddangeroustoo，forhersparkling,pearlyteethcouldeasilybitehisheadoff．Soherelutlyclimbeddownherandswoopedgleefullydoweepvalleybetweenherbreasts．"Why!ThegeographicalyoutisliketheTwinPeaksinmyKingdomofDreams!Women’sbreastshavetheimportantmissionoffeedingtheyouhought．”Theyarebeautifundsacredandshouldnotbelihanythingprofane”．Skiddingtoastop，hewalkedfurtherdownherbodyandfounditamusingtoskipandjumpontheenormousbarrensquareofanabdomen，whichwaslikearesoundingdrum．Thenhecametoherprivatepce,thatmoisttenderspot,andclimbediively．PerhapsRomithoughtitwasanantcrawlingoealofabeautifulflowerandherbodyshiveredslightlyiion,buttoMr.Fihatslightshiverwaslikeahquake．Hepeedintinaandherwombaledthere,reminisgonhisexperienceasafetus．
"Sexualansaresacredbecauseoftheirfunofproliferatiohought“Whyisitthattheyarealwaysectedwithprofanity?IfRomicmpedherbeautifulloightlytogether,Iwouldsuffocate．No,shewouldn’tdothat!Sheislikethemarblestatueofagoddess,runningjoyfullytowardsthesun．Likethegoddess,sheistobeadmiredandworshippedfromafar,andshouldnotbedesecrated.”Theatmosphereinthedenwasheavy,aseachwasdeeplyimmersedinhisorherownthoughts．Romibrokethesilencebyherexcmation，
"Ah!Iknownow．Theghostinmythoughtismythirdhusband．Wouldyouliketohearmystory,Dimitri?"
"Mypleasurema’am,ifyouwouldliketotellme.”
OneFridayafternoon，asRomileftherofficebuildingfortheparkinglottogethercar，shesuddenlyrememberedsheshouldcallherwyertoaskaboutthedivorceproceedingswithhersedhusband．Shestoppedatthepayphoneandytolearnthatallwasgoingsmoothly．Shenoticedamanpagtoandfrobeforethebooth,butgettingallthedetailsofthedivoretime．Sowhenshecameout,shesmiledatthemanandsaid，
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