"I’msorrytohavetakensolong,butthecallortant.”
"I’mnotwaitingtomakeacall．It’syouIwaswaitingfor.”Romiwasnotagirltobeeasilypickedup,butthemanwastall,darkandhandsomeandshehappeobeingoodspirits．Hisrgesoulfuleyeswerefullofexpressionandhehadawonderfulphysique，stronglybuilt，butnotoverlymuscur．Inaword，themanradiatedaggressive，maseattra．Theysoongotmarriedafterawhirlwindcourtship．Romiknewinherheartthatsheyingwithfire,thatAIlenwasnotawisechoice．Hewaslikeaballoffire，fasatingandentingtolookatfromafar,butifyougottoo，youwouldsurelybeburnt．Butshecouldnotescapehismagicpersonality．Hewasextremelyattentiveandcouldalwaysmakeherughandhaveagoodtime．OftheonehundredcouplesofhoneymoonersonboardtheLoveBoatontheircruisetoMexico，theywerethemostattractivepair，themostenvied．Onthedancefloor，theyweretheterofattentionwherealleyeswerefocused．Romiloveddangbutseldomfoundapatiblepartner．InAllen，whocouldexecutethemostintricatestepswithstyleandaplomb，shefoundtheidealdangpartheydahenightawayandRomiwasdeliriouslyhappy．
Butoheywerebaealeddowntotheireverydaylife，Allen’struecolorscametolight．Hesideredhimselfanartist,andassuchhadnostablejob．Romicametorealizethatunderhathandsome,glitterieriortherewasnotalent,sohecouldoshortsporadicbookingsatsed-ratenightclubs，andthatonlybecauseofhishandsomeface，magnifitphysiqueandsocializingskillswhichattractedsomepatrons．HespentRomi’smoneyfreelyasamatterofcourseandwouldstealfromherpursewhenheneededmoney．Buteverytimehehadsexwithher,hewouldpayher500．Atfirst，Romiwasangry，butAllenexpihatitwasjusthiswayofexpressinghissatisfaathavingsuchawonderfulwife．Sometimestheymadelovemorethanonceaday,hewouldinvariablypayupandsay"Heylookhowmueyyoumadetoday!"Hemaytakethemoneyfromherpurseterontospendonwineorcards,buthealaidher．Romigotsousedtoitthatoncewhenhefailedtodoso,sheaskedhimforit．AllehenthatRomiwashookedandhadbeenbrainwashedtoeeywithsexuntilitbecameanaturalrea．Heusedadogtrainer’smethodsofrewardiainaswithprizestoinstilcallgirl’smentalityintohiswife．HewouldbringmenfriendshomeandthehemalohRomi．Whensherepulsedtheiradvaheywouldhuffupandleave．Alleiontothiswasquidterrible．Hisoncesoulfuleyeswouldturnsharpandcruesaneagleandhewouldbeatherup．Butshenevergavein．Aftereverysuchse,hewouldehometoher,repentant,withflowersinhishand,everyinchthepassionatelain．Romicouldneverresisthimandtheywouldkissandmakeup．OnceshefrontedhimwithaloveletterfromStephen,whoobviouslywashismalelover．Alleeahertillshewasbdblue．Buttheday,heapologizedaedherlikeaqueen．Romigotusedtothisroutineofbeingabusedandthenmakingup．ShelearnttobearmolestationjustfortherewardofreciliationaingbackherPrinceCharming，thathandsome，suave，sensitivelovershefellih．Thus,shewasbeingtraiobeeanobediehatidgoldeneggs．
Romifinishedherpainfulnarrationandcried，
"Dimitri!I’tstanditanymore．He’sgotmejumpingthroughhoopslikeatrainedanimandIknowI’mwalkingstepbystepintothetrapthathandsomedevilhassetforme．WhatshallIdo?"Dimitritookacigarettefromtheboxonthecoffeetable,lititupandinhaleddeeply．Hepuffedoutthesmokeleisurelyandsaid，
"IotgiveyouanydefinitesuggestionsatthispointbecauseanythingIsaymayaffearriageandIdonotwanttoharmyourmaritalretionsinanyway．WhatIdoistotellyoumyviewsonlifeforyourreference.”HetookoutanaretteandhaoRomi．Shedidnotsmokenormally,butshetookit．Dimitrilighteditforher，andpausedthoughtfullyforawhilebefoingon．
"Basicallyitisaquestionofhowtotronduseyourfleshbody．Forseveralmillionyears,ourfleshbodyhasremainedaboutthesame，withsomeexternalges，stilltheofanimals．Fromthehumanbraihought，invisibleandintangible，asandworkslikeanyanofthebody．Itsfunissimirtothatofthereinwhitrolsawildhorse．erscale，itisanation’scultureandtradition,whitrolslifeandhabitsofitspeople．Onasmallerscale，theindividual’sthoughtstrolhisorherwordsandas.”Dimitritinuedsmokingandblowings，whileRomilisteeakingoccasionalpuffsatthecigarettewhichsheheldbetweenherfingersinaandcharmingpose．
"Thefofthereinisaplexprocessanddifferentwitheveryperson．Forsomeitmaybeadventurous,forothertorturous,muchlikeanoysterthatturnsanirritationintoapearl.Ifyoupullthereintootight,thewildhorsewouldsnapthereinandbolt．Butifthereinistoox,thereisriatall.Howtohittheidealbinatiohertootightnottoox,differswiththeindividual.Forahumanbeing,areinthatistootightmeansabarrenanduinglife,whereasaxreinwouldentaibuseofourmiraculousfleshbody．Ifyoulearntotightenandloosenthereinattherighttime，theresultswouldbepositiveandyouwillbehappyandoptimistic，butanymisusewouldmakethereiiveforcrimeandatoolforsin.”Dimitritookastlonhiscigaretteandstubbeditout．Romifollowedsuit．
"ForyouRomi，itisalsoaquestionofthehorseandtherein．Youfindithardtowithstaerationandcoer，soyousellyourbodyfhprice,bodilypleasureandmoney．Yourreinwantstotaketrolofthisrunawaysituation，butyourbodyrevoltsaobolt．Thus,thereisatugalebetweewo．Thatisyourproblem,whichisomostpeoplefaceatsometimeintheirlives．Ifyouletgo,youknowverywellthatthedisastrousresultwouldbeviotionofyourbeautifulbody．Yourproblemnowishowtoskillfullymahatwildhorse，tightentherein，trondtameit.”Dimitristoppedtalkingandsilenceagainreigheroom,brokenonlybythepitter-patterofthefallingrain．Romiseemedtobecaughtupinthewhirlpoolofherownthoughts．
Dimitrihadedalldayandwasfeelingtiredandsleepy．Thepricklypaininhiseyeswasworseningandtearsrolledunbiddendownhischeeks．Hequicklywipedthemaway,butthatslightgesturedidnotescapethesensitiveeyesofhishostess．
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