"Duringtheyearofseparation，ImyeyesonanothermanbecauseIwaoremainfaithfultoIke,eventhoughheallowedmetohaveaffairs．YouseeIstilllovehim，orIwouldn’tkeephispictureomyheart．Buttrarytomyexpectations，Ikehasgedpletelyduringthisyearofseparationintothegaymanyoujustsaw．Todayheotonlytotellmeofhisdecisionforadivorce,butalsoofhispnsforasexualtransformationintoawoman!Istilllovehim,reallyIdo..."Elinagulpeddownhergssofwinewhichhadhardlybeentouched，asifhopingtodrownhersorrowanddisappoiindrink．Dimitriquietlyfinishedhisdrinkandslowlyfilledbothgssesfromthedeter,thinkingofsomethingtosaytoher．Ptitudesaywordsofsotionwereuselessifhewaalkheroutofherdespairingdepressioothinkofafreshapproach．
"Thereisohingweuseeveryday,evenwhenweareasleep．Doyouknowwhatitis，Elina?"
"Clothes?"
"No,wegowithoutclothes,butthisisindispensable.”Elinashookherhead,herexpressionwooden,andshedidn’tseemmuterested．"Itisourfleshbody,Elina.”Shelookedsurprised,buthereyeswerestilldazedandfused．
"Theexistehingsweuseeverydayisoftenoverlookedbecausebeingsousedtothem，wetakethemfrantedandareonlyawareofthemwhenweareill．Onthesurface，ourthoughtstrolourbody,butorary,ourfleshbodyoftentrolourthoughts．Forexample，whenwearehungrywethinkoffood．Whenweneedfulfillmehinkofsex．TakeIke’sstrangedecisiontoday．Ifyouthinkofitinthistext，asbeingdictatedbyhisfleshbody,youwillseethelogiaturalnessaabilityofhischoidwilloosurprised．Withabeautifulwifewhomhelovesandwholoveshiminspiteofhisimpotency,isitsosurprisingthatheshouldseektogiveuphismalesexualitvandlookforotherfulfillment?Everyonehasarighttochoosehowtousehisfleshbody．Infact,howtotreatone’sbodyisanimportantmotifoflife.”Hestoppedtotakeadrinkandasked,"Now,letmeaskyouthis,Elina．Howareyougoingtotreatyourfleshbody?"
"Idon’tknowknow.”saidElina，stiltaloss.
"youtellmewhatyouwanttodomost?"
"Takeavacation.”
"Good．Whatisthethinguppermostinyourmindnow?”
"Love-making．Amanandawoman．"
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