"Mytrapworked!"MarshacriedtriumphantlyandhurriedoutfollowedbyJamaz．Theypulledtheknifefromthebodyofthebleedingandmortallywoundedmouse,whledtohisfeetandstilttemptedtoescape．Jamazra，choppingatitmercilesslyseveraltimesuntilitbecameabloody,imass.Initsshortlifethemousehadbeenfortunateenoughtoescapeinnumerabletrapsanddangers,butthissttimehewasnotsolucky．Lowerlevenimalslivingwithinthefinesofhumansocietyusuallysharethistragid．
Takingtheoppositedirefromthemouse,Dimitriwentonhisway;buthehadonlytakeepswheextremepaininhislefteye,likebeingstabbedbyasharpneedleorpiercedbyaknife．Hisrighteyehadbeenblindsincechildhood,andnowhisleftvisionwasgoingtoo．Heitentlyopenedhiseyestolookaheadofhimandthenwouldwalkforawhilewithhiseyesclosed.Theterriblepaincausedtearsandnasalmucustostreamuntrolblydownhisface．Hewouldwipeatthemsurreptitiouslywithhissleeves，buttheykepting．Dimitribowedhisheadaclosetothewalltoavoidtheattentionofpassersby．Thepedestrianstalkingandughing，themotoristswhizzingbyintheircarsseemedhappyandpurposeful,makingDimItrifeelhewasthemostunfortunatemanoreetbecausehehadtoputupwithsuchexcruciatingpain．Passingthescorchedremainsofanadultmovietheater,DimitrirememberedhowtheyusedtogeadseveryFriday.Hewouldloiteraboutandstareatthem,fetfulofhiswhereaboutsuntilpeoplewouldstopincuriositytoseewhathewasstaringatandhewouldbedrivenawaybytheirsnickering．Occasionallyhewouldbuyaticketandgoin．Butnowitwasonlyaheapofruins．Onlyhalfaposterremainedshowingtherumpofanakedwomandoggiefashionhighupintheair．Themenandwomenwhohadmadelovewiththeirfleshbodiessofuriouslyandwithsuchabando,hadnowallgoneupinsmokeandfire．Hewastherewhenthefirebrokeoutandhesawanunreizablebodybeingcarriedout,coveredwithneer．Hestillfeltnauseouswhenherememberedthesmellofhumanfleshburnttoacharcoallogsothatnoonecoulddeterminewhoitwas，orwhetheritwasmaleorfemale...
Dimitriwokefromhisreveriewithastart，rememberioseeDr．ElinaGelbart．Buthowcouldhegotoseethatbeautifulyoungwoman，dirtyandsmellyashewas?Heturnedbaton9thStreet,turoghatowothelounityCollegeandmadefym．Hehadalockerthere,#45,whereheputhisestclothes．HeohisoldfriendDavid,theharelippedjanitavehimatowein.Dimitriwasgreetedbyawaveofhotsteam,apaniedbynoisyshoutsandughterofyoungathletesshafterpractice．Ifitweren’tforhisappoiwithDr．Gelbart，hewouldbecurledupinadarkerofhisdipidatedshelter,motionless，eyesclosed，sufferinginsilendresignation．Thepain，whichwasrendinghissoupart,wasliketherippingsoundoftearingpaper,butDimitrienduredallthiswithinfiiehefleshbodycouldgivepleasure，hereasowasonlytobeexpectedthatitwouldalssuffering．Sonow,heforcedhimselftobearthepainofkeepinghiseyesopen．Helookedaroundhimandsawagroupofbigbhandrowdy．Astheymovedabout,hemusclesoftheirmagnifitbodiesbulgedeffortlesslyasiftheyweremadeofbronzeandnotoffleshandblood．Dimitristooduheshowerandclosedhiseyes，lettiwatersoothehistiredbody．Ititytheswimmingpool，whichwasdamageddurihquake，hadnotbeenrepaired；otherwise，theswimmingteam，withboysasstrongandmuscurasthesewouldbetraining，too．Histhoughtsturheteamofbasket-ballpyershesawonhiswaytothegym．Thecoachuttihroughtheirwarm-uppractidtheirvirile，aggressiveresponsesbroughtasparkofyouthfulexuberaoDimitri’sheart．Theversationaroundhimhadturogirlsandsex．Aionallytalndwellbuiltyoungmanwasboastingofhisprowess.
"Howmanytimesdidyoumakeitstnight?"
"Eight．"
"Naw．"
"You’rekidding!"
"Gee-wez…”Excmationsofenvy,admirationanddisbeliefspurredtheyoungmanontorevealdetailsofhissexlife．
"...butshecouldn’ttakeitanymore．Shebeggedmetostopandytheremotionlessasifshewasdead,soIquit．Icouldhavegoneon.”
"BullSh1T!Ifyou’rethebullyousayyouare,whydon’tyougointothegirls’lockerroomdoorahemhaveit?"
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