"Perhaps"wasElina’sicreply．Suddenlythepoetessgedthesubjedaskedabruptly．
"HaveyoueverhadsexualintercoursewithKingDimitri，Elina?"
"You’renotgoingtobelievethis"murmuredthedoctorruefully,gazingquizzicallyatthedistantskies"buttothisdayIreallydon’tknowwhetherornotIeverhadsexualintercoursewithKingDimitri．ThatnightIwasstonedrunkandcouldnotdistinguishbetweendelusionay．That’stheonlynightIeverspentalohhim，soI’mnotsure．Whataboutyou?Haveyoueverhadintercoursewithhim?"
"No，never"repliedAngelica．"IneverhadsexualintercoursewithKingDimitri．Inmysub-sciousherehasalwaysbeenawishtoendmylifeinsuicide．KingDimitrisavedmefrommyselfandbroughtmehere，bathemouthofDeath．asilence．Ihavehadcoituswithnumeroushandsome，sinewyyoungmenandwasimmersedinthesexualpleasuresoftheirpassionatelovemaking，soakih．Butwherearetheynow?Scatteredlikesmokefloatingintheair,leavingnotatramymemory．Strangelyenough，KingDimitrithemanIhadneverhadsexualretionswith，istheoneIet，andwithwhomIwishtosharetherestofmylife.”Onthecalmsurfaceoftheke，rippleswideowaves．Thewindrose，whippingthewavestoturmoil．TheblueskiesweresuddenlyenvelopedbybckcloudsthatcameoutofhidinginambushfrombehindthemountainsandcoveredthemysteriousKingdom，shuttingoffthesunshihesnowwhitebosomsoftheseagulls，flyingandginarm，shoofthedarkskies．Elinasaid,
"Look!Theweather’sging．Heforthistimeoftheyear!Wehadbetterturnback.”
"Wheredoyouthinkheis?"askedAngelica，stillimmersedinherreverie，seemingnottohaveheardherpanion’swords.．
"Don’tworry，Angelica"saidElinasmiling，"Heneverleftus．Allthis，thegrandpace，lovelymountainsandwaters．arebuttheseryofhisdreamsandyouandIareonlyparticlecellsofhisbrainlivinginhisdreams．Weneverwereseparatedfromhim.”Angelica’sdazedeyesweremorepuzzledthanever．MeanwhileMedusa’shuge，protectivewingshoveredoverthewater,urgingthemerrysailoashore．
"Astormisingup,Angelica．Let’sgo.”Thetwonakedbeautieshurriedbacktowardsthepace，buttheirbeautifulfiguresandlongflowinghairseemedtoremaininaerofthedesert．ThesuddenunseasoormwhivelopedtheKingdomseemedtosymbolizeanotherdrasticapproagcrisis，butthemasterwasstillroamingaroundtheworldandhavenotbeenheardofforquiteawhile．Allthisincreasedtheayandapprehensionofthebeauties．Nokingdomrunsmoothlywithoutasn，justastheskiesotbewithoutthesunanditsrevolvis．LetushopeKingDimitriwillebacksoon．HisKingdomneedshim．Hissubjeeedhim．Hisbeautiesneedhim.
CHAPTER9MARYANDSHEILA
Thewindrose,causiepaperdiscardedbycarelesspedestrianstodaelyintheairuhedarksky，oredherbythemoonnorthestars．Thestbusofthenightapproachedslowlyfromafar，lettingoffsomepassengerswhowentquicklyontheirway，andtakingawaythosewhohadbeenwaitinganxiouslyforit，leavingtheshelteratthebusstopdesoteayexceptforDimitri．Hehadogoandtherewasn’tanywhereinparticurhewaobe,sohecouldonlystayputinthecoveredshelter．Wherecouldhego?BaysteriousKingdom?Itwasonlyanillusionofhisdreamsandthenakedbeautieswiththeirgeousfigureswerebutparticlecellsofhisbrain．No，therewasnowherehecouldgoandtherewasn’tanywhereinparticurhewaobe．Lookingoutoreets，hewatchedahostofaperdaheairuhedimstreetlights，arianshurryingontheirwayinthecoldwind，theirwavering，flounderingfiguresresemblingghosts，hedeepofthenight．Ghosts?Whatanambiguous，abstractterm！Theywerenotghostsbuthumans，thefruitsofanactalunionofaspermandeneggintheirmother’swomb，bornaftermonthsofnurturinginthewarmthoftheuterus．Inanycrowd，onecouldseepeopleindifferentstagesofgrowth，frominfancy，childhood，youth，adulthoodtooldage;andafteracertainintervaltheyalldied．Didtheybeeghostsafterdeath?hewohenghoststoo，aretheproductsofspermsandeggs．Whataridiculousnotion!Theversatioweenthecloudandthesmokesuddenlycametohismind，ahoughtitwasquitetruethateveryonelivedinTimeandSpathebosomofnature.Lifeisarevolvingcydafterdeath,thereisthepossibilityofafuturelife．Butroveit?It’sanunsolvedmystery，perhapsabeautifullie．ButI’dratherbelieveitwhilemybloodisstillwarmandmybodystillfeelshungerandsexualurges.Thatisreality.Leavetheabstract,philosophicalquestionsforthewisementothinkabout．Iwillliveinthepresentandenjoytheshortmomentsoflifegrantedme．Therearemanyunsolvedmysteriesinlife,htsoftheMakerwhenhecreatedtheuniverse．PerhapsGodhimselfistheultimatemystery．Letmeenjoylifewhilemybodytemperatureisstillwarm．
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