"Ifitwerenotformyfleshbody,Iwouldnotbeabletoenjoythisbeautifulsery.IhavenothingwhatsoevertoaskofthisworldsinceIamalreadysorich.Theskyanditscolorfulcloudsbelongtome.Myfiftyyearsonthisearthislikealoendedvacation.Ienjoytheworldasabystander,acctinalwayoflife.Eadeverylittlelifeisapreiracle.IfthereisaGod,Imustthankhimforcreatingthisincredibletool,myfleshbody,enablingittoliveinthisbeautifulworld.IfthereisnoGod,Imustthankthespermandtheegg,whoseuniongavemebirth,andalsothewarmandcozyuterusthatledme.Theworldissofabulouslybeautiful.IfonedayIhavetoleaveit,butthatwon’tbeformany,manyyearsyet,Iwillhaves,asIhaveenjoyedlifetothehilt.”ThenDimitrithoughtaleisurelywalkinthiscolorfultwilightwouldbeassuaveaswalkingontheclouds.Sohandsbehindhisback,hesaunteredon,soengrossedinhisenjoymentofnaturethatheicedthetwomeninthebckcarwhofollowedhimstealthilyatadistancelikeaphantom.
Dimitri’sreveriewasrudelyinterruptedbyCharles,adumbhomelessperson,whorusheduptohim,haig,asifhehadsentmessagetovey.WhenhesawDimitricouldn’tmakeheadortailofhissigns,hepulledhimimpatientlytowardsthestorewindowsofanearbyshopprodugmannequins.Hepoihegroupofmannequins,figuresindifferentstancesexhibitedthere,auredfrantically;butDimitristillcouldn’tuaampedhisfootinexasperationandindistinguishable,animallikesoundscamefromhisthroat,asifinhisfrustratioryingtospeak.Finally,hesighedindesperatiohepalmofhishandwithhisotherfistandwalkedpetuntlyaway,shakinghisheadsorrowfully.Dimitrigazedafterhiminperplexity,attemptingtofigureoutwhathewastryingtosay.Heturnedhiseyestothemannequinsihewindowtosolvetheproblem,butstillnothingclicked.Thenhisthoughtsagaiowhathewasthinkingofbeforehewasinterrupted.
"IfGoddoesexistandmanwascreatedacctohisimageandlikehesemannequins,whicharecopiesofthehumanbody,arealsoinGod’simage.Thediffereweenthemandhumansisthathumansthink,moveandhavepassionsanddesires.Wehaveafleshbody,whiletheyotknowthetasteoffoodorthesatisfaofsexualhappiheyareanunfortunategroup,fottenaedbybothGodandman.Thoughtheyhaveeyes,theyseenotthemyriadofbrilliantstarsinthesky.Thoughtheyhaveears,theyhearnotthesweetsongsofthebirds.Thoughtheyhavetheshapeofthehumanbody,theyotstretovetheirarmsandlegsspontaneously.TheyhavebeenwaitingforthesedingofChristforovertwothousandyears,buthavebeendisappointed.IfIwereGod,Iwouldbreatheonthemandgivethemlife,enabliolivelikehumanbeings.Butthisisonlyanabsurdfantheotherhand,thoughtheirbodiesarelifeless,theyhavetheadvantageofneverbeingill.Havingnothoughts,theyfeardeath.Toexistbenumbedmaynotbeabaddeal.”Justthen,twopairsofhandsreachedintothestorewindowandliftedoutagolden-haired,well-proportioned,nakedmannequinontotheworktable,wherearicsaeratingatfullspeed.Theypushedthewaistofthemannequintowardstherunningwheelsandinamatterofseds,saweditinhalves.Dimitriquicklyturnedawayinshowillingtowitnesssuchbarbaricbehavior.Herushedblindlyforwardtowardstheerofthestreetwhereabckcararked.Hefeltabluntobjecthithimatthebackofhishead,felldownunsciousandwasthrownintothetrunkofthecar,whichthenspedaway.
Thestpatchofcrimsoncloudsblushedlingeringlyoernhorizonbeforevanishingfromview,leavihtothePrinceofDarkness.Streetlightsfshedintolife,twinklinglikethestars,butuniformlyarraolihenoiseofmanandtrafficgraduallysubsided.Intheabaobodyshopattheedgeofthesquare,shadowscouldbeseenmovingabout.ItwasMrs.Love’shusbandAllenandhismaleloverSteven,whohaddraggedtheunsciousDimitriintothedesertedworkshopandshinghimwithcoldwatertowakehimup.Dimitriregainedsciousnesslittingheadachethatseemedtotearhisskulpart.Heopenedhiseyeswithdifficultytoseeadust-filledwarehouseorworkshop.Twomenstoodinfrontofhim.Theugly,ftfae,stodmuscur,withonlyafewstrandsofhairchisalmostbaldhead,lookedathimcoldlyinsilehenapairofeyes,sharpandcruesaneagleappearedbeforehim,andavoiceaskedindeadlycalm,
"Whereismywife?"
"Yourwife?Whoisyourwife?"Arubberhosehithimonhisrightcheek,searingandpainfusahotironrod,
"Whereismywife?"
"Whoisyourwife?"Beforehefinishedspeaking,theothersideofhischeekwashitagain.
"Theoneyousleptwithnightbeforest.”
"Mrs.Love?"Hardlywastheofhismouthwhenhewasfuriouslyassailedbyviciouspunchesandkicksalloverhisbody.Tiedhandandfoot,Dimitrihadnowaytofendofftheassault.
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