Ab,sleepahat’sallIdidalltheseyears,dayafterday.Ifyouwanttoaddaem,itwouldbeexcretion.Theworldmaysidermeasuperfluousperson,adredgeofsociety,butInevercaredfortheopinionofothers.IknowIamalive,Ibreathe.That’sthesimplestrudimentofjoy.Ienjoydreaming.Thosethousandsuponthousandsofdreamsmayfadeawaywithtime,buttherearealwaysmoretoe.Tome,theyarethepuresthappiness.IfIamonlyamaecreatingexcrement,Iamthehappiestoheworld.”
Thegrowlingofhisstomachtohisreverieandremindedhimitwasfeedingtime.Fromforceofhabit,hewalkedtowardsthebackdooroftherestaurantwhereMarianowork.Shehadlefttherelongagofordestinationsunknown,butDimitristillfaithfullypatrohegarbagesthere,forhecouldalwaysfiscrapsoffoodtofillhisstomach.Henevereventhoughtofthesmallfortuneinsidehispocket.Monothingtohimandhelivedhislifeashealwaysdid,seeminglynottoknowhowtospendmoney.Havingsatisfiedhishunger,hewalkedovertohisfavoritebenchbythesquarenearhisdwellingandsatdow.Hehadthesatisfaofamissionaplished,apromisefulfilledacarefreeandunhampered.HehadonlytowaitforRichardtoebyahemonightfall.Asnguorovercamehim,heydownandcoveredhisfacewithhishat.Thewarmthofthesun,theessofthebreezesoothedhisrexedbody.Graduallyhisfleshbodyseemedtobeetransparentandinvisible,cealedandbleomixturesofsunshineandbreeze.Heembracedtheunperceivablebuthelessexistingtimeaalongwithiteternally,asifitwasasoft,warmandnakedbeautyinhisdream,andhislifespan,liketime,extendedeverstingly.
Wheopenedhiseyes,itwasalreadydusk.Thecloudswereextravagantlyspreadoutovertheheavens,illumihesettingsunincolorshtred,goldandpurple.Thespectacursplendorwasstunning.Aflockofbirdsflewontothismagnifitasky.Theirgraceful,rhythematicflyingmotionsaddedyoungaiclifeforcetothequiet,naturalbeauty.Stillgroggywithsleep,Dimitrisatupandsawtwofiguressmilingathimacrossthesquare,withthebackdropofthefmingtwilightse.Dimitriwavedaworantohimhandinhand,thegirl’swhitepleatedskirtandyellowblouseflowinginthewind.
"HiDimitri!Didyouhaveagoodnap?We’vebeenwaitinghereforquitealongtime.Lookatthebeautifulsu!Wewereafraidyou’dsleepawaysuchgeoussery.Itwouldhavebeenapitytomissit.”YokostoodsilentlybyandsmiledatDimitri,whotookastackofcashfromhisinsidepocketandhaoRichardsaying,
"Here’sthemoneyforyourfriend.Takeitandpayhishospitalbills.”RichardandYokostaredatthemoney,hardlyabletobelievetheireyesthatahomelesspersoncouldhavesomueyonhim.
"Stayhere,Yoko.I’llbebaaminute.Ihavetogetsomethingfrommycar.”Sayingso,Richardrushedtohiscarwhicharkedashortdistanceaway.YokoandDimitrismiledateachother.
"DoRichardknowaboutourmeetingstnight.”
"Ofcoursenot.It’sourlittlesecret.”
"Wouldyouetoourweddingtonight"?
"I’dloveto.YoudecidedtomarryRichard?"
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